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Rain in my Heart (Full).

June 27, 2015 by webadmin

Brilliant, unflinching documentary on alcoholism by Kent film maker Paul Watson.

Filmed in 2006 the film follows the lives of 4 people battling addiction in the Medway towns.

Gritty, very real and heartbreaking, it is an upfront, unapologetic glimpse into the world of addiction and alcoholism.

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Comments

  1. KNWYRRTS says

    August 15, 2014 at 9:41 pm

    this is a good documentary but the way the filmaker pitty’s vanda is
    nothing short of sickening, no doubt she may have had a hard life but pitty
    is not what theese people need,
    it just provides justification for more self pitty and continued alcaholism

  2. Murielle Le Blanc says

    October 16, 2014 at 7:13 pm

    the answer is alcoholics anonymous that is the solution -alcoholism is a
    disease of the mind

  3. austin lynch says

    October 20, 2014 at 6:39 pm

    Unless one has lived it, one cannot possibly understand.

  4. Juan Bruno says

    November 16, 2014 at 3:55 pm

    As a recovering Alcoholic, I have to say that AA has saved my life and
    millions of others. AA has not only kept me sober, but has taught me about
    the decease of Alcoholism but most importantly,- How to live a life without
    resentments and true honesty. I can say today, that I am grateful for my
    life, for my freedom and for a deep rooted spiritual relationship with my
    universe. AA has worked for me and countless others. I was there and now I
    am here….

  5. MrMaile1 says

    December 7, 2014 at 5:06 am

    How awful! Thank God.I don’t drink that shit. Powerful documentary!

  6. Purple Mirror says

    December 26, 2014 at 8:11 pm

    Very very good and compassionate doco. Addiction is cruel and
    unpredictable, yet oh so very predictable.

  7. Hulkerine100 says

    January 19, 2015 at 7:24 pm

    I hate that Vanda woman. She reminds me of my mother, a selfish drunken
    bitch. OK, she was raped and abused as a child, so was I. I had drug and
    alcohol problems but I got over it before it got worse and thank God & NHS
    my liver is OK. My heart and lungs may be a bit dodgy but I’m still alive.
    She is so selfish and she’s sleeping with a married man. She doesn’t
    deserve kids! I feel sorry for Mark, I like women but he’s very good
    looking and seems very sweet. It’s those stupid alcohol adverts. They
    banned the cigarette adverts why not alcohol? It was very sad about Nigel,
    he was willing to give up but he had permanent damage. His wife was right
    though, you can expect someone to help you if you can’t help yourself. I
    tried to help my mother quit and she ended up in a coma with jaundice.
    She’s still alive but she still drinks and I know she does even though she
    denies it. These are the people who affect people who are on benefits. I
    don’t get employed due to discrimination and I am 24hr care because I’m
    mentally handicapped and have mild motorbility problems. Benefits are
    always getting reducted or I get interviewed to just prove I’m disabled and
    it’s these bloody alcoholics and chavs that are causing it! Single mothers
    (not the stupid teenage ones), handicapped people, elderly people or people
    who want a job but are rejected, they are the ones that deserve benefits.
    The alcoholics who are definitely trying very hard to quit, OK, they
    deserve some income support but not the ones who just give up and are
    selfish. I had a neighbour who was like that, bloody wanker had a better
    flat than me and was getting more benefits yet he would shop lift and sit
    on the streets begging pretending to be poor and he’d harass me for money.
    He was on crack, cannabis and heroin as well as alcohol and every time he
    walked out his flat, he had brand new trainers on his feet, a smart
    expensive track suit on and thick heavy real gold chains on his neck. I
    seriously wanted to beat the shit outta him! Stealing benefits off people
    who actually need it. Those Romania gypsies are bad as well! 

  8. OMGitsSEVEN says

    January 27, 2015 at 11:01 am

    If you have drinking problems, try this. Take long walks in nature, start
    juicing vegetables and fruit every morning and take liquid B vitamins,
    calcium, iron. Make some friends to keep you busy, call people, visit
    family, get busy so there is no time to drink.

  9. Gary C says

    January 28, 2015 at 3:52 am

    anybody reading this who wants to stop drinking, try AA, you’ve got nothing
    to lose only your sanity and in the end your life

  10. IsabelLovesIvan says

    February 3, 2015 at 9:27 am

    I see there are a lot of hateful, bitter comments below. And I understand
    how people would feel that way if they have grown up with an addict mother
    or father. But I deal with these people everyday and I can’t judge them.
    They suffer tremendously. It’s not like they’re having a good time. I
    just want to help them get well so that they don’t hurt their loved ones
    anymore. Of course, there are always some people who are not ready to get
    well. There’s not much you can do with someone like that..

  11. Rian Byrne says

    February 13, 2015 at 6:02 pm

    what ive taken away from this is that there is no disease ‘alcoholism’,
    just people who are more prone to addiction (whether it be to cigarettes,
    alcohol, sex, attention) based on their upbringing, responsibilities and
    willingness to accept and live the life they have. when youve got nobody
    (or feel that way due to mental health issues) youve got nothing to lose,
    so why not chug that glass of wine? thats purely from their perspective not
    mine, if you cant see why they make the decisions they make youre an idiot
    or a bit shy of accepting a few of life’s shitty truths. ALCOHOLISM ISN’T
    REAL – LIFE IS THOUGH

  12. brian mcghee says

    February 16, 2015 at 1:27 pm

    AA is NOT the answer for most people. if you want to replace your addiction
    to alcohol with an addiction to a pious, sanctimonious, false godliness
    then go ahead and join these fakers.. or why not try scientology, or
    jehovas witnesses, or the moonies or whatever piece of crap half baked
    philosophy floats your boat, they’re all the same.. you cant just “pray”
    away your problems! your Imaginary Friend cannot help you! it takes real
    effort and hard work ,by you and you alone, every day of your life, you CAN
    do it!

  13. paratrip says

    February 27, 2015 at 8:35 am

    Thank you to the uploader and the Director. Brilliant hard hitting
    documentary on the perils of alcoholism. In a majority of the cases, I seem
    to infer that the chances of one becoming addicted to alcohol increases
    tenfold if one hasn’t had a good upbringing, or has been abused in any way,
    or comes from a broken home. Any updates on Mark?

  14. Jacob O'Brien says

    March 13, 2015 at 6:23 pm

    Alcohol addiction is HELL! I can relate to what these precious people are
    going through. I couldn’t go anywhere with out Alcohol on me and in me. I
    have blacked out often one time I blacked out drunk waking up outside…
    being woken up by a Police Officer because someone called them thinking I
    was dead. I couldn’t tell you how many times I have chugged large amounts
    of booze and threw it back up just like the young man did in this
    Documentary. The person commented on living a good lifestyle and making
    fresh vegetable juice and taking hikes is good I just started juicing
    recently myself.
    I go to God he gives me the strength to get through the day sober!, I’ve
    tried the medications and they didn’t work for me. God helps me. God Bess
    you all.

  15. campwasted says

    April 14, 2015 at 3:28 pm

    Whilst I don’t take joy in watching this (who could.), it is a good
    reminder of how things were, seeing mark needing a drink like that, it
    brings it back. Been sober over a year now and walking up in the morning
    with no edge to take off and no drinking all day to keep the edge at a good
    safe distance is an amazing gift. Its very freeing. But it becomes real
    life, everyday so the gratitude goes down. Then I watch this and I feel
    very grateful again. Watching this I fear drinking. but Im grateful I dont.

  16. Leonardo Moraes says

    May 1, 2015 at 12:08 am

    I´m an alcoholic and I have been watching movies about alcohol addiction
    because it helps me keep from drinking. The sadness it brings, and the fear
    from an horrible death… is sometimes stronger than my cravings. My heart
    was already half-broken from the alcohol abuse and the mediocre life I
    live, and watching this documentary broke the rest of it. I cried a river.
    Being an alcoholic is experiencing hell on earth. But I believe it can be
    cured. I really believe it. I sugest the reading of the book “The End Of My
    Addiction” by Olivier Ameisen. This book has been a source of light in my
    life and I´ve been able to keep from drinking most of my days, and most of
    all to have a real hope for a cure, after reading it. My best wishes for
    everyone who suffers from this disease, like I do. Please do not give up
    trying. Alcoholism CAN be cured.

    ps.: I must say that AA didn´t work for me and being judged about that was
    a factor that made me feel even more depressed. I don´t believe that
    alcoholism is uncurable and I also don´t believe in God, to me that´s is a
    myth but I respect who belives in it… AA believes in both things and I am
    not an eligible person to AA, going to meetings always made feel like I was
    lying to people and alcoholics must not lie, ever, that´s a true I´ve
    learned from AA and in that I believe.

  17. Howard Morton says

    May 13, 2015 at 11:39 pm

    I’m sorry but Nigel was fuckin lying. You don’t get hardcore liver
    cirrhosis from alcohol ten years after your last drink. Doesn’t fuckin
    happen. He was probably hittin’ the bottle up until the moment they put
    him in the hospital.

  18. Brigitte Delapava says

    May 15, 2015 at 6:13 am

    God that was terrifying.

  19. bryantppierce says

    May 19, 2015 at 11:19 am

    I’m an alcoholic and this scared the shit out of me, I wish I had the
    ability to stop. I don’t understand it.Icant stop.

  20. Nick Mellor says

    May 21, 2015 at 6:52 pm

    Thankyou for doing this documentary, as a person who has had personal
    experience with alcoholisim i found it extremely harrowing to see the
    denial and suffering of not just the alcoholic, but the family members who
    are just as powerless. Very powerful film.

  21. mick2345vid says

    June 7, 2015 at 3:50 pm

    it made me open my eyes I’m an alcoholic I’m seeking help now thanks for
    the upload bro..

  22. Ronald Seawell says

    June 11, 2015 at 11:42 pm

    8:00…The jaundice visible “in” the bloke’s eyes is so stark that it is
    heartbreaking…

  23. Ronald Seawell says

    June 12, 2015 at 12:19 am

    ____Yes, I could easily search this up on Bing and such, and I have, and
    will continue to do so every day out of paranoid-justification-curiosity
    (yes, you read that correctly; make of it what you will, I know what I’m
    trying to convey): I drink one 750 ml bottle of red wine every night, and
    it has 12.5% alcohol by volume. I have been doing this for a few weeks now.
    How bad is this affecting my body? I am 22, but feel completely healthy and
    never get hangovers anymore (unless I push well beyond my limits). I feel
    the need to drink only at night, and I usually start around midnight and
    open and finish an entire bottle of wine within 2-4 hours, depending on my
    “ambition” and intensity; I always finish the bottle, however.
    ____From this brief anecdote, do you think that I am an alcoholic? Am I
    killing myself, or can the human body safely handle one 750 ml bottle of
    wine per day? I will accept true evidence and anecdotal reports as answers,
    if you even wish to weigh in.

  24. yankeydoodle101 says

    June 16, 2015 at 10:24 am

    vanda died then I think that mark guy did as well I’m glad they are no
    longer a burden on society and the taxpayer and no longer suffering and in
    pain

  25. Josh Ledford says

    June 27, 2015 at 12:52 pm

    I wish I could under their accents better. This is hard to listen to.

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